Blog English · 15. Juni 2026
One day, my mentor Yamo shared one of his insights about LSD with me. He said that, despite all the philosophies surrounding LSD, almost all of which were woven from ideas about safety: “LSD teaches itself.” What he meant was that it made little sense to read books or stories about LSD (except for entertainment), nor that one needed guides or teachers. A perspective that is probably no longer very widespread in an age of latent paranoia, podcasts, YouTube cleverness, and retreat tourism....
Blog English · 08. Juni 2026
It is Sunday evening. I am sitting on the bed in my small trailer out in nature. The sun is just setting. I am surrounded by greenery and birdsong, and my delirium after ten hours of a state of exception is slowly fading away. And I regret that. I regret that the state of exception is ending. And it is ending! Because the peculiar world I live on is built on success, struggle, money, and fear; much less on dancing, laughing, and kissing. In my ideal world, it would not merely be the other way...
Blog English · 11. Mai 2026
In my long history of dramatic love affairs with women, lust played a major role. I desired women. Until I no longer desired them. And no one was more astonished than I was to notice that female powers of attraction no longer sparked anything in me. Which undoubtedly has to do with my last love story, the one I believed would become the love story with which I would end my life. You know: till death do us part. Unfortunately, it was not a natural death, and it was not my body that was murdered,...
Blog English · 10. Februar 2026
The USA expresses excellently how a government and the media feel empowered after the Covid experiment. Decency? Honesty? Integrity? Dignity? I see none of it. There are people who believe it would still be enough to “fight” crimes with words. They do not understand that the power structures after the Covid experiment have sunk to the level of Neanderthals. There are no rules anymore. No decency. The situation in the USA shows that the Wild West has finally broken out, and only the
Blog English · 30. Januar 2026
Does anyone even read newspapers anymore? And if so, are these people such rare specimens of Homo sapiens that you can only find them in museums now? Stuffed? As a pre-Martian once said: “The internet is the new news medium.” That means the news comes directly from the people on the street. Quickly filmed, and immediately afterward posted to the asocial NotWork.
Blog English · 28. Januar 2026
Irony aside: the art of entanglement is, of course, in truth no art at all. Not becoming entangled is the art. A skill that is difficult to learn and even more difficult to practice. Because - please fasten your seatbelts - it is almost entirely impossible to dance through life without becoming entangled now and then. What is fatal about this is merely that bipeds rarely refer to their entanglements as such. They like to pride themselves on their vitality and activity, without considering that...
Blog English · 23. Januar 2026
It lies in the nature of the biped to want. The biped strives for experiences. It wants to know what something is like, and for that it is necessary to try it. The more senses are involved, the more vivid the experience feels. Since bipeds are obsessed with wrenching meaning from life, wanting has been turned into a virtue. What is relatively rarely a topic in the activity- and performance-obsessed society is self-reflection and finding the right measure. There is the legend of “having made...
Blog English · 19. Januar 2026
A short essay about entaglement and the need to be active.
Blog English · 16. Januar 2026
It is difficult to say how it began. Because “it” was always there. I was born into a world that was not only built on consumption, but that was designed to turn every child into a good consumer. It is futile to speculate what and who I might have become without the constant hypnosis telling me what I would have to buy in order to be happy or whole. Was it not the case that marketing strategists taught me from early childhood that I could never be whole? Without the next product?...
Blog English · 26. August 2025
One of the most annoying side effects of the internot is that two-leggers like to put wise sayings on their banners without either understanding or living them. Take this one, for example: “Two roads diverged in a wood, and I… I took the one less traveled by, and that has made all the difference,” by Robert Lee Frost. Incredible how famous these lines have become, and as always, when something turns popular, a swarm of followers appears. It is the same with rock bands, with art, with...